from zero

restart the count
from months now in minutes
the loss of control all over again

restart the count
clean the mascara from your pillow
shower until the pipes run dry

restart the count
write out the words
relive the past of fear and frustration

restart the count
your life is in your hands
you only need to remember

restart the count
tell yourself this is the beginning
not the end

restart the count
the last count ends
but a new one begins